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Name: Jordan Rei
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 8/13/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: music,drawing,TV,video games, AIM, swimming, clothes
Expertise: swimming, drawing, being quiet when i have to, having an absence of emotion
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  SiLentI30i
Member Since:
3/28/2004
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| hey guys this xanga has died and is no longer of use to me. Here is my new xanga http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=H1DDENMIS7 Thaz all L8 | | |
| so hard faking a smile when you feel all torn up inside...itz odd it rained just like last year's valentines day...so many awful memories...sigh | | |
| Well its February 13th today. It has now been officially one whole year since the incident when Diane and I went our seperate ways and I was left alone. This time last year I was probably walking home alone in the rain...sigh... | | |
| I once learned that the energy of life goes in a circle in a perfect flow of balance and that until you find your center your circle will never be whole. About two years ago in 8th grade I found the girl who I knew was my center. She would make me whole. Unfortunately, during my freshman year I was finally convinced on Valentines Day that she did not want to be my center. I learned that the hard way and she ended up breaking my circle. I now have no place for a center because my circle has been shattered for far too long. Today I received a rose gram by a secret admirer, the thing is I feel nothing in my heart because there is nothing there where my compassionate side should be. That space shall remain empty for all eternity because I am destined for a life of loneliness, pain, and suffering. This is my future and it cannot be changed. | | |
| This has been the most irritating week ever. This whole week I have been given more homework than I can finish. On top of that I come home everyday exhausted from giving it my all to exceed my limits for swimming. But what happened today nothing can measure to this and that damn woman Ms. Wiard is to blame. She has been a nuisance ever since the day I met her. She has ordered me around and treated me like an inferior for too long and frankly I'm tired of it. Today when I got into the pool to do my regular warm up for Friday which is a 3 500 frees. I do as I'm told. After I finish about half of my first 500 Jesse, who is a trained certified lifegaurd, our land conditioning coach I guess you could call him pulls us out of the water and into the diving pool to do flutter kicks to work our leg muscles. And here is where that abomination of a person butts in and yells at us for reasons beyond her understanding and tells us in a rude voice to get back in the pool and swim laps. When she yelled at us I wanted to give her a piece of my mind so badly, but I know if I did I would get in trouble for defending my rights. I have had it with that bitch and from now on I will not just stay put and let her treat me like shit. One day I swear I will put her in her place. I have had it with her nonsense. Any body who wants to join me to take her down your welcome to help. | | |
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